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wish i can rewind just about 2weeks ago when you were in sydney sunday may2010.... met you in the sydney basement after seeing you in canberra, thanx to brian whom i met there, then for the sydney show on monday... for 18yrs iv had a to do list in this time. One of them was to meet you up close.. still cant shake off that the list came to life..!!! want to let you know how amazing you are..yeah yeah, im sure you'v heard that millions & trillions of times, but you never heard it from me :( whats one more time hah? :) ...

well i did have that chance but i stuffed up.. SPeechless!!!! so not like me.... i was just too nervous to actually have you right there where i was only use to seeing you in my dreams.. sounds dorky but you really do actually enter my dreams.. before you came to australia, i dreampt you singing to me, hihihi ok that bit was made up hihi that i dream with my eyes open..but no really, i saw you perform & jokes aside, our eyes locked in , felt intense it was for a whole 5minutes, unless you were cross eyed or something, no offence cross eyesiders sorry hihi & anyhow, thats long if your just looking at someone, had it been longer, that would have been creepy !!!!!!! lol...

well when i was asked to go say hello to the crew & yourself, believe it or not, i said no not yet later!!! hihihi
nerves got the better of me... it was just too much to take in i think, to this day i still cant shake it off...

when i finally snapped out of it, & shook hands with you, i did the opposite!!!! i made you hold up our catalogue for a photo, that would have been great had it not look like i was holding a butter knife to your back thank-goodness i was scrunching your jacket & not ripp out your skin hihi gees the headlines on that!!!!! im sorry if i scared you, cos you look like you saw a ghost..

im actually a sweet person:) , then out fell your concert dvd from my bag when trying get you to write in my diary, yes your dvd, who carries that on a night out!!!? you must have thought oh shit got a crazy fan here, security help me exit!!!!!!!!! but the one most thing iv always wanted was to just a simple little, ok big hug..., thats what i should have did even if it was by force !!!!!! i might aswell have, you prob thought i was nut case anyway ..........
will never forgive myself !!!! :(:(:(:(:(

sorry about the essay, you prob wont ever get to even read this, but i felt the need to express my sins!!!!!! :) till we meet again in sept california!! il try not to scare you this time.. mwa!!!!!

gees this is my first time writing to someone that i know wont ever get, hope this is private conversation!!

always lots of love , kimmi pintip.m